| Changes.. |
[Oct. 15th, 2007|04:50 pm] |
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Boy..
This is a weird time in my life..
A time of lost and gain..
I've lost so many friends these past few years..
Tree of my best friends..
I miss them all so much..
All I want to say is how much I miss them..
I didn't appreciate them while they where here..
There not dead or anything..
But they might as well be..
They either moved or changed..
If I only had a time machine..
I'm also real confused..
Theres this girl I like and she likes me back..
We're not going out or anything but shes like the most important person in my life..
She just makes it so easy to talk to her..
I tell her things that I've never told anyone before..
Things about my life, my fears, dark secrets..
And shes told me hers to..
But..
Every time I'm getting ready to say bye or good night I stop myself from saying "I love you"
Or even when we go out somewhere I feel my hand reaching toward hers..
And when I hug her and tell her good night I just don't want to let go and tell her how much I really do love her and how much she means to me..
I want to say it but I'm afraid it will ruin what we have..
And thats an incredible relationship..
I really do love her..
I'm just afraid to loose her..
Shes the only person I can trust these days.. |
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[Oct. 15th, 2007|04:37 pm] |
| What Your Halloween Habits Say About You | 
A bit of an introvert, you like the special occasions just as much as everyone else. You just have your own unique way of celebrating Halloween.
You often feel invisible when you're in public. And it's a shame, because you're really quite a character.
Your inner child is curious, brainy, and maybe even a little gross.
Your fears are irrational and varied. It's hard to predict what you may be afraid of on any given day.
You're prone to be quite emotional and over dramatic. Deep down, you enjoy being scared out of your mind... even if you don't admit it.
You are a total overachiever and workaholic. You're the type of person who plans their elaborate Halloween costume weeks in advance. |
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| Who want to go to Kings Island?? |
[May. 23rd, 2007|03:45 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  crazy | ] |
I can fit 4 people in my can..
If you want to go let me know..
I don't care if I hardly know you or if you don't live near by..
I'll be willing to pick you up..
I'm just trying to get a lot of people to go..
If you are willing to drive a car let me know..
It will be some time this summer..
I don't care when..
Message me or call me to let me know..
1-812-396-8702 |
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| So Yeah.. |
[May. 17th, 2007|03:49 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  pissed off | ] |
Some guy I guess wants to bet my ass..
I guess he thinks I'm going to steal his girlfriend away..
Its real stupid..
He texted me saying some real stupid shit..
I guess he went in to McD's looking for my friends to get my number..
I don't know why he would need to get my friends involved..
I mean he knows where I live..
He could of just came to my house if he had such a problem.. |
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| "Telepathic People" |
[May. 16th, 2007|03:50 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  crappy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | The Adicts | ] |
Their open minds are doing time
Sucking on our space and time
Destitute they'll find their goal
Looking in an empty hole
Telepathic people
Looking in my mind
Telepathic people
I don't know what you'll find
Private thoughts they try to hide
When hopelessly they look inside
Searching through your every thought
To find something they haven't caught |
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[May. 5th, 2007|03:37 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | crushed | ] |
I don't know anymore..
Sometimes I just think I should just give up on love..
Every time I open up to someone I just get shot down..
People say just be your self but myself seems to never be good enough for people..
I don't know..
Like the other night my friend was real upset over his girlfriend..
And I was the only one there to help him..
I've never seen him like that I don't think anyone has..
He said something that reminded me of my ex..
So I started thinking about her..
And I had this crazy dream..
I don't know I guess I just forgot about how much we really cared for each other..
And then I started felling sick about this other girl I was going to go on a date with the following night..
I just felt like what the hell am I doing..
And it terns out that she ditched me..
I just felt like I don't know a good word for it..
Sick is the best way I can put it..
I just fell like I can't do anything good enough for people..
I just don't know what to do anymore.. |
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| Hey.. |
[May. 2nd, 2007|11:49 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | crushed | ] |
I got a cell phone so call me or something..
1-812-396-8702 |
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| So Yeah.. |
[Apr. 25th, 2007|02:35 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | confused | ] |
I kinda like this girl..
We're planning on going to the movies this weekend..
Its just kinda wired..
I haven't seen her for like 9 months..
I just saw her last friday..
And we traded numbers..
It was real nice to see her..
I just hope I don't screw up this time.. |
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[Jan. 26th, 2007|08:22 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  horny | ] |
|  | Dear Cupid,
This year, I've had my ups and downs in the love department.
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Ost left a huge flaming vagina on my yard American Beauty style.
J-boo-bubbles bought me a dildo then creepily winked at me.
Sable-debutante painted a nude portrait of me. |
So as you can see it's been a hectic year. Can you please make Thehairiestone hook up with me this Valentine's day?
Sincerely,
tomyt |
| | Take this Quiz at QuizUniverse.com | | ( or, take the 'clean' version at QuizGalaxy.com ) | |
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[Jan. 26th, 2007|04:37 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | confused | ] |
Your social skills are not very developed. You are still trapped in your social cliques and do not have a variety of different friends. You definitely have the potential to grow up, though.
Take this quiz at QuizGalaxy.com |
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[Jan. 16th, 2007|04:57 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | depressed | ] |
01. show - Arrested Development and The Office
02. flower - The Bleeding Hart
03. color - green
04. sport - football
05. mall - Mills Mall
06. music - The Adicts/Green Day/Street Brats
07. food - Chicken
08. season - Fall
09. day - Halloween
10. city - Phoenix AZ
TEN FACTS:
01. hometown - Vincennes IN but I was born in Phoenix AZ
02. hair color - dark brown
03. hair length - med
04. hair style - messy
05. eye color - green
06. shoe size - 12
07. mood - bummed
08. smell - me
09. available- yes
10. lefty/righty- both
TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE:
01. have you ever been in love - yes
02. do you believe in love - kinda
03. why did your last relationship fail - I moved away
04. have you ever been heartbroken - yeah
05. have you ever broken someone's heart - yes
06. have you ever fallen for your best friend - yeah bad idea
07. have you ever loved someone but never told them - yeah
08. are you afraid of commitment - no
10. do you believe in love at first sight - no
TEN THINGS: THIS OR THAT
01. love or money - love
02. hard liquor or beer - beer
04. one night stands or relationships - relationships
05. television or internet - internet
06. pepsi or coke - pepsi
07. wild night out or romantic night in - both
08. colored or black and white pictures - black and white
09. phone or in person - in person
10. Livejournal or Myspace - myspace
TEN HAVE YOU EVERS:
01. have you ever been caught sneaking out - no
02. have you ever took your parents drinks - yes
03. have you ever done something you regret - yes
04. have you ever bungee jumped - no
05. have you ever been on a house boat - no
06. have you ever finished an entire jaw breaker - no
07. have you ever wanted someone so badly it hurt - yes
08. have you ever been streaking - no
09. have you ever ran away - no
10. have you ever caught your parents doing it - gross!! no
TEN EMOTIONS:
01. are you missing someone right now - yea
02. are you happy - not really
03. are you talking to anyone right now - no
04. are you bored - yeah
05. are you german - no
06. are you irish - like half
07. are you french - I don't think so
08. are you Italian - no
09. are your parents still married - yeah
10. do you like someone right now - yes;] |
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| If you could, would you wanna?? |
[Jan. 3rd, 2007|03:54 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | rejected | ] |
Would you makeout with me me?
[] Hell Yea [] Yes [] No [] Maybe
Would you sleep with me?
[] In an instant! [] Yes [] No [] Maybe
Am I attractive?
[] Heck no [] hot as Hell [] Fine [] Cute [] Okay [] Ugly!
Do you think I'm a virgin?
[] Yes [] No [] Don't know
Name one thing you would like to do to me... [] _____________
I look like..
[] A player
[] One time thing
[] Next bf/gf
[] A friend
[] A friend with benefits
[] A possibility
[] A loser
If you saw me for the first time would you talk to me?
[] Yes [] No [] maybe
Would you rather..
[] Hook up with me
[] Cuddle with me
[] Date me
[] Friends
[] Friends with benefits
On a scale of 1-10 (10 being the highest), rate me..
[] 1 [] 2 [] 3 [] 4 [] 5 [] 6 [] 7 [] 8 [] 9 [] 10
What would you want me to be to you?
[] Friend
[] Girlfriend/Boyfriend
[] Friend with benefits
[] Husband/Wife
Would you give me a lapdance?
[] Hell Yea [] Yes [] No [] Maybe
Would u give me your number if so let me get it? _______________________
Are you going to repost this so i can answer for you?
[] Yes [] No |
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| If You Get Board Read This.. |
[Jan. 1st, 2007|12:30 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | crushed | ] |
So..
I really don't know where to start..
I've just been thinking a lot lately..
About life, love, and where i'm going..
I guess i'll start with life..
I'm not sure what to do with my life and i'm sure no one cares..
I want to get into school but i don't know what for..
Its just that everything sucks..
Now..
Onto love..
Well..
That's a touchy subject..
I'm pretty much an idiot when it comes to love..
Its just so hard for me to open up to people..
And when i do i just turn them away..
I'm almost afraid to love..
I just can't stand being alone..
I always have a hard time just saying the it..
I don't evan tell my own mom it..
So..
If i ever told you i loved you i really meant it..
I've really only told one person that i loved her..
She knows who she is..
I just wish there was a way to change thing between me and her..
I really miss her..
I just wish i could go back in time to change the things that went wrong..
I really can't trust anyone anymore..
I don't know where to turn for help..
So if anyone has any advise please comment.. |
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[Dec. 21st, 2006|04:07 pm] |
| [ | mood |
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1. Who were you with last night?
Brett and Rance
2. What was the first thing you did this morning?
Got ready for work
3. Where are you?
vu
4. Is tomorrow going to be a good day?
yeah i guess
5. Did you kiss or hug anyone today?
no
6. Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?
kinda
7. When's the last time you cried?
i don't cry
8. Ever thrown up in public?
yeah
9. Passed out?
yeah
10. What's on your mind RIGHT NOW?
not much
12. Would you take a bullet for anyone?
yes
13. Where would you like to live?
arizona
14. What kind of home would you like?
old and big
15. What do you want to be when you grow up?
not sure yet
16. Where do you see yourself in 5 years?
school
17. In 10 years?
married and maybe kids who knows
18. Look at your top 8 list, who is your number 1?
brett
19. Why is he/she number one?
well he's like my best friend and i can trust him
20. Have you ever kissed anyone on your top friends?
*wink* *wink*
21.Who was the last person that left you a comment?
um not sure
22. Who was the last person to call you?
brett
23. How often do you log in to livejournal?
every few days
24. Do you like candy necklaces?
sure
25. When was the last time you fell over or ran into something?
last night
26. Do you listen to music every day?:
yeah
27. Do you still go trick or treating?
no
28. What was the last thing you ate?:
pop-tart
29. Are you a fast typer?
not really
30. What are you doing tonight?:
nothing
31. Whats your favorite type of SODA?:
i don't like soda
32. Have you ever moved?
yeah like 5 or 6 times
33. Do you do any sports or other activites that are unusual?
no
34. What do you want to do right now?
hang with my friends
35. Are you listening to music right now?
yes
36. How many days til your birthday?:
i don't know like 4 months
37. When were you the saddest in your whole life?:
the day i last saw her because i knew it was the last time
38. What time is it?
2:45
39. Do you use ebay, to buy or sell?
no
40. What makes you pissed off?
liars
41. Have you ever had a song written about you?
yeah like 3 or 4
42. What song makes you cry?
i don't cry
43. What song makes you happy?
steamroller
44. What do you like to listen to before you go to bed?
music
45. Do you have a job?
yeah JCPenny's
46. What does Your CD player have in it right now?
CD player has "Less Than Jake" in it but my stereo has "The Adicts" and "The Bouncing Souls"
47. If you were a crayon what color would you be?
forest green
48. What makes you happy?
my friends
49. What's the next CD you're gonna get?
The Adicts "Songs of Paradise"
[Appearance]
[Height:]
6'4
[Hair Color:]
brown
[Eye Color:]
Brown
[Piercings:]
0
[Tattoos:]
None
[wearing right now:]
my work shirt and pants
[What song are you listening to?]
something by the Street Brats
[What taste is in your mouth?]
trpical twist
[What's the weather like?]
old and shitty
[How are you?]
bored
[Get motion sickness?]
kinda
[Have a bad habit?]
yeah |
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[Dec. 11th, 2006|04:36 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | crushed | ] |
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WARNING | | tomyt is radioactive. Wear protective clothing at all times. |
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